It's really over.
I tried to say it a million times and check if I'd still hurt and indeed... it still does. hahaha. I don't know what to feel anymore. Actually, I'm tired of feeling. He destroyed what had remain of us. I'm gonna be over it in no time. I wouldn't want to see him or hear from him again. It doesn't matter if I'm inlove with him at this very moment. All I want was for him to realize what he lost when he lost me. Better days are coming and that's for sure. I wouldn't dare text him or message him... And I know he won't do that too. I'm leaving it to God. He has better plans... far better than what I have planned for myself.