To be honest, I feel hurt. Yup. I'm letting it out now.
Sometimes, I do not understand why. I do not get his reasons. Simple things that should have been done aren't done. It all boils down to differences. Why? It is making me sad and making me feel irrelevant. How come the person before him shared everything with me. From things that are irrelevant to the most relevant stuff. How come the person before him was more caring, more real, more trustworthy?
I need to know. At least let me know. Specially if it will affect me. I know it's just minor stuff but the thing is I hate being left out. I hate being the last to know.