Saturday, December 14, 2013

Christmas and New Year

I haven't blogged in a while. I guess I missed pouring my heart out. Lol

My work as usual, is stressful and time consuming even after the 8 hours shift. I am not complaining though. I still think that I am very lucky. I am employed and paid well. I have a career at te age of 25 and big things lie ahead of me. 

As you might know, I am picky with friends. Despite the need of human interaction, I still chose to rise above the need and settle in waiting for true friends to come my way. I don't have many friends but I can say that I hve very few, real ones.

I met the man of my dreams this year. He is pretty much my male version and I can't help but see more of it everyday. I am not saying he's perfect but he's just the way I want him to be. Human enough to be with me. He knows how to live life and how to live it well. Something that I have always wanted in a man. And he took me by surprise. Thank God I love surprises! :) 

This Christmas and New Year, I won't ask for anything. I will be thankful instead for the life i am living now. For the blessings, the scars, for the life. It won't be easy in the coming years but God gave me so much faith in him that I know every year will always be better. Happy holidays!

Wednesday, August 28, 2013

Tagalog

Sabi nga nila pagmagmahal ka, dapat handa ka masaktan. Handa kang umiyak. Handa ka sa lahat, masaya man o masakit. Parte yan eh. Hindi pwedeng one sided. 

Takot ako makaramdam. Baka kasi kagaya ng paulit ulit na nangyayari saken, baka mali na naman. Hindi din naman kasi ako yung tipo na nakakahanap agad ng kapalit. Pagnagmahal kasi ako, buo palagi kahit hindi ko aminin. Anong magagawa ko kung hopeless romantic ako na naniniwala sa long and lasting love. Hindi ko alam pero sa ngayon nakakaramdam ako ng takot na baka mawala ulit to... Siya... Handa ba akong pakawalan yung nagpapasaya saken kung sakaling kailangan kong pakawalan? (Itutuloy)

Wednesday, August 21, 2013

Difficult

Can I still do this? Is this my limit? I am trying to go through phases and hoping that at the end, I will make it out alive. 

Like a patient in the operating room, I do not know if the process will be successful. I can only hold on to my faith that I ended up in this hospital bed for a reason. To learn, to renew myself and to appreciate once again what life's trials are for. I do not know how this will end. If I will emerge as a better product of pain, sweeter than itself or if I will end up ruined.

Asking God about His plan is all that I have in mind. Telling him to paint me a picture until I see it come to life! I am a waste. Nevertheless, I never stopped believing I have worth. If worth does have its true meaning, I should say.

Life is strange and all I can do is live, hope and pray.

Monday, July 29, 2013

Live.Love.Life




Life In Tokyo



It's been a month since we arrived and it felt like we've been here for ages. We still get that weird feeling when we wake up and still ask ourselves aid we are really here. I guess this is just surreal. 

I personally am in a state of amusement every time I experience something "Japanese". The language doesn't seem to be too much of a barrier as every word they say seem to confirm that I am here, the place where I want to be. Starting my life while living my dream. All of a sudden my life changed. It was drastic but not as scary as I thought. Every time I wake up, I start to believe in miracles all over again like it was the first time.

I got my first iPhone ever, I am free to have sushi everyday. I take the train going to work. Yes, I am in Japan. I am in Tokyo. It feels wonderful. ;) 

Sunday, June 9, 2013

Brighter Than The Sun - Colbie Caillat

Stop me on the corner
I swear you hit me like a vision
I, I, I wasn't expecting
But who am I to tell fate where it's supposed to go with it
Don't you blink you might miss it
See we got a right to just love it or leave it
You find it and keep it
Cause it ain't every day you get the chance to say

Oh, this is how it starts, lightning strikes the heart
It goes off like a gun, brighter than the sun
Oh, we could be the stars, falling from the sky
Shining how we want, brighter than the sun

I've never seen it, I found this love, I'm gonna feed it
You better believe, I'm gonna treat it better than anything I've ever had
Cause you're so damn beautiful
Read it, it's signed and delivered let's seal it
Boy we go together like peanuts and paydays and Marley and reggae
And everybody needs to get a chance to say

Oh, this is how it starts, lightning strikes the heart
It goes off like a gun, brighter than the sun
Oh, we could be the stars, falling from the sky
Shining how we want, brighter than the sun

Everything is like a white out, cause we shika-shika a shine down
Even when the, when the light's out but I can see you glow
Got my head up in the rafters, got me happy ever after
Never felt this way before, ain't felt this way before

I swear you hit me like a vision
I, I, I wasn't expecting
But who am I to tell fate where it's supposed to go?

Oh, this is how it starts, lightning strikes the heart
It goes off like a gun, brighter than the sun
Oh, we could be the stars, falling from the sky
Shining how we want, brighter than the sun, yeah
Oho, yeah, oho

Oh, this is how it starts, lightning strikes the heart
It goes off like a gun, brighter than the sun
Oh, we could be the stars, falling from the sky
Shining how we want, brighter than the sun, yeah
Brighter than the sun.
Brighter than the sun.
Brighter than the sun.
Oho, yeah, oho

Oh, this is how it starts, lightning strikes the heart
It goes off like a gun, brighter than the sun
Oh, this is how it starts, lightning strikes the heart
It goes off like a gun, brighter than the sun
Oh, this is how it starts, lightning strikes the heart
It goes off like a gun, brighter than the sun
Oh, this is how it starts, lightning strikes the heart
It goes off like a gun, brighter than the sun

http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/colbiecaillat/brighterthanthesun.html









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