Thursday, February 26, 2009


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Makeup: Ralph dela Cruz ( )

My Ideal Guy

I just thought about this lately.. Do I have an " Ideal Guy"? I wanted to think of something that really catches my attention specially with guys..
1. Hair- long or short, it doesn't matter as long as he looks presentable with it.
2. Maitim or maputi? hmm.. White skinned or not, again it doesn't matter as long as he looks presentable.
3. Tall or short? Tall. Definitely.
4. Muscles or just plain thin? A little muscle would do..but not " Johnny Bravo"-like.. that's weird..I need a boyfriend, not a bouncer!! :)
5. Filipino or Foreigner? Haven't thought of it yet. :) for now, either of the two will do.
6. Bookworm or sporty? Combination. He should know interesting reads and good sports as well..specially sports that are involving speed ( Biking, horseback riding, car/drag racing, etc )
7. Mathematician or Scientist? Mathematician.
8. Quiet or noisy? Combination. Quiet in the right place and time. Noisy at the right place and time too.
9. Humorous- Make me laugh. That's my weakness.
10. Sensitive-knows how I feel even if I don't speak.
11. Smart- He must be good at things that I'm poor at.
12. Killer smile ( who wouldn't want a man who smiles at you and makes you feel like you're the most beautiful girl in this world? )
13. Strong personality- I find guys with a strong personality very challenging. I'm the type who likes challenge so I go for stronger men.
14. Snob- Yes. I don't like guys who talks to anyone and everyone. I just like the feeling of " OMG, she's so lucky that guy's talking to her.. "
15. Sexy- I like sexy guys. For me, being sexy is being confident. :) So yeah, confident would be synonymous to what I mean.

All in all, I want a Man. Not a guy. Definitely not a BOY. Matured. Strong. Sensitive. A man who takes care of his woman. A man who finds his woman a necessity than plainly a " want ".

Saturday, February 21, 2009

He's just not that into you

Oh well, a lot of girls fall into the trap of KILLER SMILE, NICE ATTITUDE and GOOD LOOKS.. But hell, that's not all...coz heartbreaks come after that..specially when you realize that after all, HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU..

1. The first time you meet him, he didn't ask for your number.Oh, dear..can't you see? He did smile at you but is he interested? Open your eyes wider. He could be nice enough to say hi! but that's it.

2. This guy doesn't call or text you that much ( rest days, end of the day, morning ). Simply because he doesn't miss you. Oh yes.. stop erasoning out that he's a busy person. After all, it won't take 10 minutes to just say "hi" or "goodmorning" or even " I miss you".

3. This guy doesn't bring you to public places or even introduce you to his friends.Chances are, he ain't proud or worst, he might be hiding something from you. What do you think?

4. This guy doesn't clarify what relationship both of you has.Ok, you will be forever clueless..Is there an "Us" or just a "You" and "I" or probably, just a "YOU" but what am I? hahaha.. If this happens, I would definitely suggest you move on with your life coz you might end up hurting more if he gets a real life partner...and it's not you!

5. This guy is never concerned of how you feel. Simply because he knows you'll be a fall ack anytime. He's not that into you the way you are into him. Sad but TRUE. Keep in mind, THERE ARE MANY FISHES IN THE SEA. So if he doesn't care, let him go to hell and move on with your life. You're woth someone who's into you.. :)

Friday, February 20, 2009


Three’s a crowd but if three would mean you’ll know me and I’ll know you, I would definitely want to know what three things would be coming from you..

Three songs that you can relate to:
Thinking of you by Katy Perry
Love Story by Taylor Swift
My Life Would Suck Without You

Three words that best describes you today:

Three statements you wanted to shout out today:
Who do you think you are?
I am dying to see you..
I miss you so much..

Three objects that describe your personality:
Soap-clean and bubbly

Three movies you wanted to watch over and over again:
Sweet November
The Perfect Man
Memoirs of a Geisha

Three ways to make you happy:
Give me the best damned joke you have!
Give me a personal letter.
Don’t speak, just stay beside me.

Three parts of your body that you love the most:

Three places you like to go:
My Room
Coffee Shop/Mall

Thursday, February 19, 2009

People just come and go..

I know right? Yeah.. people just come and go.. you meet someone then becomes part of your life and your daily routine..then he goes. That’s normal. I might feel bad now..because..honestly speaking, I don’t know.. But then, there would always be a reason why that person wouldn’t be part of my future.. Whether it’s my fault or not. But I’m not sorry that the good thing just came to an end without me knowing why.. ( he never told me’s his right ) I’m just happy that it happened.. Look, I am really not talking about romantic stuff… I am speaking in a confused person’s point of view. I never know..and never will I. I wouldn’t assume or guess…that’s it. I am kinda upset that somehow, I felt that I wasn’t even valued. If there is a problem, I should have known first because that person had been close to me. But it already happened so why the hell should I care? Enough of this. If he’s got a problem, I have mine too. I look happy, yes. But come on pare, you’re so unfair. And aside from that, I wouldn’t care if you wanna leave..but HE AIN’T TALKING TO ME.His problem has nothing to do with me. So why am I like the one to blame in all these? At times, I just miss the person who called me his “Tiffany”.. simply because he knows…he knows what I have to know..he knows how I feel..he knows my why’s behind my what’s. He knows me. And I guess, he’s the only one who ever will. At first, I got scared that I am slowly getting confused about all these crappy feelings and thoughts inside my head. But then, I just realized today that there’s nothing to be confused about. He can’t be the person to take care of me..simply because he doesn’t know how to. While the person who’s been faraway for quite sometime still knows how to be there despite the distance… And he never blamed me for anything..from the start. I really don’t know..but at times I think I am alone…and I want to run to the arms of the man who called me his “Tiffany” specially at times like these when I get all messed up… I’m not saying that I want to stay with him… but he’s my secret hiding place when I want to run away. I just thought I wouldn’t be needing him anymore just because I am enjoying the company of this new person in my life. I admit, I sometimes forget to check his emails because I’m enjoying so much… But then… it’s not right after all…because the new person wouldn’t be able to be with me everytime…and that’s because he didn’t want to.. so here I am..missing the arms of the long gone man who called me his “Tiffany”.. I am so sorry that I thought I’ll be ok finding a new person who somehow, someway inspired me .. I have wronged….. :’(

Thinking of You by Katy Perry

Comparisons are easily turned
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest oneI still got the seed
You said move on Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test
He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in I was disgusted with myself
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...
You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...stay....

25 Random Things About Me

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you!
1. I love milk and cookies
2. I'm good in physics and chemistry but not in math!
3. I began riding a horse when I was 5.
4. I'm a consistent honor student.
5. I love reading and listening to music ( any type of music!! )
6. I don't think I'm good in dancing but others think I am.
7. I love starbucks coffee specially coffee jelly frapp!
8. I don't have load most of the time because I only text for important things/reasons
9. I like sbarro's pizza so much!
10. I had a scar in my right knee because of playing basketball.
11. I started having a diet when I was 6. ( Body conscious at an early age ) :)
12. I am a frustrated beauty queen!!
13. I tried eating spaghetti for one whole month when I was working for Citibank simply because that's the only food I enjoy in Jollibee
14. I have more guy friends than girl friends
15. I'm a fan of HOT PINK
16. I love to shop!!
17. I love mirrors
18. I hate horror movies
19. I wake up at 3 in the morning during my off just to eat
20. I can sleep for 12 hours straight
21. I love big pillows
22. I love being alone in my room
23. Many of the people I've met said I looked like Abbey Tereza of Dimsum
24. I love malling with mom
25. I am sending my sister to college :)