Monday, November 30, 2009

Krispy Kremes Addiction







Bought the Krispy Kremes at MOA when me, my hubby and my bro went there last Sunday to take a peek @ the Science Discovery. Yum-yum!!!

Manila Auto Salon


A Pink LV

Louis Vuitton Car

Mini Cooper

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Honey's Gift




He gave me these glasses so I can read better. Thanks Honey!!! :-)

The Makansutra Experience







Sorry, late post. We went @ Makansutra last month to celebrate our 5th month. Here are the pictures from the restaurant and of course, the FOOD. :-)

Cold Rocks




Yum-Yum!!! heheheheheheh... Got some Cold Rocks last Saturday @ ATC while roaming around before going to Honey's reunion with his old friends.

I Crave for...




Brownies Unlimited!!! Oh yeah... Nothing beats brownies when you so damn depressed with work life and your social life. Food for a nerd like me. It satisfies my soul to eat this...Nevermind the sugar, nevermind the diet.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Met His Childhood Friends

I was with him last Saturday. We went to his friend's house @ UPS. Got there around 8pm. On that night, I learned a lot about my Honey. Here are the pictures from that fun night!!! :-)



Friday, November 20, 2009

Crazier by Taylor Swift

I've never gone with the wind
Just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
Til' you opened the door
And there's so much more
I'd never seen it before
I was tryin' to fly but I couldn't find wings
But you came along and changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me Crazier Crazier Crazier

I watched from a distance as you
Made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know how that would feel
And you made it so real
You showed me something that I couldn't see
You opened my eyes and you made me believe

You lift my my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier

Ohhhh

Baby you showed me what livin' is for
I don't wanna hide anymore
Oh Ohh

You lift my feet off the ground
You take me away
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier
Crazier Crazier

New Moon




Watched the movie already!!! I can say it was a lot better than "Twilight" which was the first movie from the sequel. Can't wait to see the next one, ECLIPSE. OMG!!!!!! It was so romantic of Edward to want to die if Bella died. The cast became better in acting and I can say the movie did satisfy my expectations. Kristen, Rob and Taylor were great in all the scenes plus Taylor really got a nice body now. :-)

I am really looking forward to seeing the next movie. TWO THUMBS UP!!!! :-D

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Fall For You by Nina

There's a right or wrong to know for everything
And the truth is somewhere written in between
But there's always something missing in the dark
There you'll find the true condition of the heart

Well, I can visualize the pieces of a dream,
And it's not as far away as it may seem
But if truth be told, it is you that holds the key
To the question that defines my destiny

chorus

I've been in love, a time or two
I've seen the world, when i'm with you
I wanna fly and spread my wings
I don't wanna cry, I wanna sing
I wanna live and take a chance
I'm not afraid to love again
I wanna fall, fall for you
And I want you to fall for me too

I've hadplenty conversations with my heart
Coz I want this thing to work, not fall apart
So, I ask my heart how it can be so sure
And it answers me because your heart is pure

I have every expectation that is true
Coz my heart won't lie to me, much less to you
But if truth be told, it is you that holds the key
To the future that becomes our destiny

chorus

Unto the mountain snow that melts into the stream
My heart goes like a river to sea
To the heavens up above,
I pray to God our destiny is love

Honey is Moving

OK. Anj. Relax. He might be moving to another workplace but it doesn't mean you two are breaking up. Plus you can't hold the person back. In the first place, you are his girlfriend. Of all people, you should be the most supportive to him. Other than that, grow up. You can't just be with him the whole time. He is going there because of you. You are responsible why he is moving away. Not that you are bad but both of you wanted a good family life and to get that, both of you should be working hard. He promised to keep in touch. He promised to be see you on weekends and he promised to be loyal to you. Believe him. You love him right?

This is sad. Can't take away the feeling of deep sadness. Life can't just be so damn easy to just live and be happy. Let's admit it. There are certain factors that affect people's decisions. Not just happiness with the decision but also satisfaction, money, ambition and everything that's got a long-term effect. I just remember that November is the goodbye month for me. Last year, the person that I'm with went back to the states November 7 with a promise to keep in touch which he did everyday. He missed me that time... We continued with the never ending conversations and how we missed each other but I just woke up one day finding that he was engaged way before there was an "us" and that he is getting married to someone else. I cried so hard after learning. Simply because since November, I had been so down. No sleep. No eat. No nothing. I was just waiting. Working hard so I can go to the states to be with him. But it all ended to nothing. I was down for a few months til I attended the Spanish Class and met Mark...

Mark and I had been together since May 9, 2009. A very memorable date for me because that's when I realized my life doesn't end where my heartaches begin. That there's something better in store for me. I didn't pray for something perfect in return when I lost the man I loved. But I got something that's just perfect for me. I am learning things in such a way that I am not pressured, I become matured with things that happen and all. I forgive and forget. I say thank you for so many times and I say I love you as much as I want without fearing that I am committing myself to someone. I learned to let go of the thought that I never want to be attached again. i learned to let go of the thought that it's ok if I don't see you or you don't see me.Most importantly, I learned to adjust to things flawlessly. Facts that I learned which are sometimes hard to accept. Past of the person which is scary to know that after all, he hasn't changed from what he used to be. But nevertheless, I am giving it a try hoping that I learned from my past and most likely, he did.

Now, the person that helped me move on with life is moving to a different place. No more lunches together everyday. No more emails every hour. No more online mornings together or breakfast. No more waiting outside the building. Just little things that we enjoyed together.It's sad, not because we are breaking up or I don't trust the MAN I'm with but it's just sad not to see him everyday. As much as I want to say that it's ok, well, it definitely is, but I feel that it's gonna feel a lot different not seeing him every now and then. We will get to see each other during weekends only plus the fact that our shift might not match because we would be working for different companies.

It will be hard. Another challenge in my life. He is moving away too. And even if it's just within the Philippines, It's gonna be hard...because I am not used to it anymore. Honestly, I am crying as I type this blog because I feel deeply sad and I am praying that this works. I can't take another heartbreak in November and another sad December--alone.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Pictures!!!!







*** Photos taken during Honey's Birthday Countdown @ Starbucks-Northgate!!!

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Full Moon


** Just wanna share a shot by my Honey, Mark Christopher Medina ( halfclick.multiply.com )

Talking It Out


Honey and I talked about US. Good thing..whatever it is that bothers us, we get to discuss... issues are easily resolved. Jealousy and insecurity were changed to deep trust and honesty. I just Love it!!! This is what makes a good relationship... :-*

Monday, November 9, 2009

Relationship Status: In a RELATIONSHIP

Haaaayyyyy..... I dunno but I'm feeling kinda strange lately. Yesterday was our monthsary. We had a fight..no, I just argued with him because we won't be seeing each other. Frankly speaking, I wasn't possessive after all but that's the reaction you get when you know it's a special day for me and whether or not we are celebrating what matters is that I see you and you see me. Kinda demanding, eh? Well, call me demanding, I won't care. I felt bad yesterday, like I swear. I even asked him not to see me for a week. I told him that what makes a relationship complicated are demands and I want to stop demanding because I hate complications. Well... yes. I do hate complications. That might be immature but that's the safest way for you not to get hurt.

We were talking about the future, over and over... But the proposal hasn't really taken place yet although we call each other " informally" engaged. Just bimped into that conversation today and he said he wasn't ready yet. I was in the panic mode again when he said that. First thing that came to my mind is that " After reaching the age of 29 and being single, up to now...YOU AREN'T READY YET????? " OK, well... I didn't say that to him of course. He might be offended or something, moreover..he might think I am pressuring him--Men, generally, doesn't like being pressured by women when it comes to marriage. But that struck me because few days ago, mom and I were discussing about it and she told me that the man I'm with is not the marrying type. He's 29 for God's sake!!! And mom doesn't see him as the marrying type. I almost freaked out when she said that. I think long term, we're on our 6th month and someone told me I'm with a man who's not the marrying type. Oh dear! I mean, I don't need a boyfriend for my entire life. I want a family of my own, a husband and kids... my own house... a great life with a great partner. I wanna be married and change my last name. When he said he wasn't ready yet, I was like " Oh yeah, right. You're not ready while I am-- I know it's gonna be hard but I AM READY...and damn! You're not." I just gave him a "hehe" in my text message and then after that I told him I don't want to get married..sudden change of plans. But seriously, I was almost teary-eyed. Maybe... just maybe... Mom was right.

I am not in a hurry to get married, but I ain't wasting my time either staying long without knowing if we're going somewhere or not. Can't stay like this and just wait. I'm setting my time frame and it begins now. If this doesn't work, I'm out. :-(


** listening to Rihanna's Take a Bow...

Sunday, November 8, 2009

6th Month: A Letter For Honey

Dear Honey,

Happy 6th Month!!! I just wanted to tell you that you made a difference in my life. From my daily routine of getting up early, brushing my teeth then eating to opening my eyes, looking at my phone and smiling because you texted me. I was a brat to most people and you were able to tame me. I was sweet but you made me sweeter. I often times do things as I please without thinking but I learned to do things thinking about what or how it might affect you--us. It takes a lot of responsibility being in a relationship but so far... I'M NOT THAT PRESSURED AFTER ALL! You do know I hate pressure right? hahahaha... For the whole time we've been together, I didn't just have fun, we had down times and some human mistakes but by the end of the day, we still end up forgiving each other and sealing it with a warm hug and kiss. Now, we've been discussing more about our future, our life together and nothing could be better than realizing one day that I woke up, not looking for my phone and reading your text but rather seeing you face looking at me early in the morning and telling me that it's nice to wake up beside me knowing we'll have more mornings together... I love how you treat me like I'm always VIP, how you try to spend time with my brother and my sister through a simple Tekken match, movie or dinner. I also love how you try to know the few friends that I have as well as my favorite cousin. I also love the fact that you introduced me to your whole family during your birthday which made me feel nervous but secured that I am the only one now, in your life. It's also nice that you accepted me for who I am despite all my flaws and you still tell me how perfect I am for you.

I love you Honey. That's all that I can say. Words might not be enough for me to describe how you make me feel everyday and how I so thank God that I am with you now and not anybody else, how I am thankful that you didn't get married with anybody before and I'm single when you met me and that we have all the chance to be together longer... Honey, thank you for the wonderful 6 months. More months and years to come!!! Cheers!!!



Hugs and Kisses,
Angela, Your Honey

Friday, November 6, 2009

A Note From Kathy

To My Friends Who Are ........... SINGLE

Love is like a butterfly.
The more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
But if you just let it fly, It will come to you when you least expect it.
Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love is only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it.
So take your time and choose the best.


To My Friends Who Are ........... NOT SO SINGLE

Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person”
It's about finding someone who helps you
become the best person you can be.


To My Friends Who Are ........... ENGAGED

The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together
But how good you are for each other.


To My Friends Who Are ........... MARRIED

Love is not about "it's your fault", but "I'm sorry."
Not "where are you", but "I'm right here for you"
Not "how could you", but "I understand"
Not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are"


To My Friends Who Are ........... HEARTBROKEN

Heartbreaks last as long as you want
and cut as deep as you allow them to go..
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks
But to learn from them..


To My Friends Who Are ........... NAIVE

How to be in love:
Be consistent but not too persistent,
Share and never be unfair,
Understand and try not to demand,
And get hurt but never keep the pain.


To My Friends Who Are ........... POSSESSIVE

It breaks your heart to see the one you love
Happy with someone else
But it's more painful to know that the one you love
Is unhappy with you.


To My Friends Who Are ........... AFRAID TO CONFESS

Love hurts when you break up with someone.
It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.
But love hurts the most:
When the person you love has no idea how you feel about him/her..


To My Friends Who Are ........... STILL HOLDING ON

A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be, and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it.
If that person doesn’t worth it now, it’s not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now.


TO ALL MY FRIENDS .......

My wish for you is a man/women whose love is:
honest, strong, mature, never-changing, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish....



.... :)

** From Katherine Daniel, my Elementary Classmate. :-)

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Self-Centered

Don't be sensitive if he doesn't smile when you say it's gonna be ok. Don't be sensitive if he says you don't understand what he was doing. Don't be hurt if he does what he wants and sometimes expects you to just understand. Don't be upset when you sometimes wonder how he feels because he wouldn't tell you specially if he's jealous. Don't be so sensitive, don't be childish.

Don't be worried if he doesn't send you long text messages unlike your first 2 months together. Don't be teary-eyed when he doesn't reply fast at your messages. Don't feel alone when he goes home early or when you have to eat alone. Don't think he doesn't love you when he's like that.

Stop being childish. Stop being self-centered. Stop thinking and reading between the lines when there isn't really anything to read at all.Stop letting go because if you do, you'd never see the end of the story. Stop waiting for the ending because really, you would just get tired waiting for what will happen in the end.

Enjoy the moment. Enjoy the hugs. Enjoy the kisses. Enjoy the time together. Enjoy everything about each other. It might not be perfect, but it will be best for you after all...


Personality Reading

website:
http://www.paulsadowski.com/NameData.asp

You entered: Riza Angela Borbe

There are 15 letters in your name.
Those 15 letters total to 73
There are 7 vowels and 8 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 1

The characteristics of #1 are: Initiating action, pioneering, leading, independent, attaining, individual.

The expression or destiny for #1:
A number 1 Expression denotes the skilled executive with keen administrative capabilities. You must develop the capacity to be a fine leader, sales executive, or promoter. You have the tools to become an original person with a creative approach to problem solving, and a penchant for initiating action. Someone may have to follow behind you to handle the details, but you know how to get things going and make things happen. You have a good mind and the ability to use it for your advancement. Because of these factors, you have much potential for achievement and financial rewards. Frequently, this expression belongs to one running a business or striving to achieve a level of accomplishment on ones talents and efforts. You have little need for much supervision, preferring to act on your own with little restraint. You are both ambitious and determined. Self-confident and self-reliant must be yours, as you develop a strong unyielding will and the courage of your convictions.

Although you fear loneliness, you want to be left alone. You fear routine and being in a rut. You often jump the gun because you are afraid of being left behind.

The negative attributes of the 1 Expression are egotism and a self-centered approach to life. This is an aggressive number and if it is over-emphasized it is very hard to live with. You do not have to be overly aggressive to fulfill your destiny. The 1 has a natural instinct to dominate and to be the boss; adhering to the concept of being number One. Again, you do not have to dominate and destroy in order to lead and manage.

Your Soul Urge number is: 1

A Soul Urge number of 1 means:
Your Soul Urge is the number 1. With a Soul Urge number of 1, you want to lead and direct, to work independent of supervision, by yourself or with subordinates. You take pride in your abilities and want to be recognized for them. You may seek opportunities to display your strength and usefulness, wanting to create and originate. In your desire to manage the big picture and the main issues, you may often leave the details to others.

The positive 1 Soul Urge is Ambitious and determined, a leader seeking opportunities. There is a great deal of honesty and loyalty in this character. If you possess positive 1 Soul Urge qualities, you are very attainment oriented and driven to success. You are a loyal friend and strictly fair in your business dealings.

The negative side of the 1 Soul Urge must be avoided. A negative 1 is apt to dominate situations and people; the home, the spouse, the family and the business. Emotions aren't strong in this nature. If you possess an excess of 1 energy, you may, at times, be boastful and egotistic. You must avoid being too critical and impatient of trifles. The great need of the 1 Soul Urge is the development of friendliness, and a sincere interest in people.

Your Inner Dream number is: 9

An Inner Dream number of 9 means:
You dream of being creative, intellectual, and universal; the selfless humanitarian. You understand the needy and want to help them. You would love to be a person people count on for support and advice.

Honey's Hubby Birthdate!!

Yesterday was my Honey’s birthday. I was in his house and I got the chance to meet his family in his dad’s side. Saw Tito Alex and Jovy for the 3rd time around, good things they still remember me.hahahaha…  It was my first time to meet the rest of his family, though. I met his sisters Baff and Sheena and his cousins, Aunts and Uncles and specially his grandparents.I haven’t had the chance to sleep few hours before we met up because I was way too nervous. Like seriously!!!!! This is what I call BIG DEAL for me. It does matter what his family thinks of me. It does matter what his family would say. I mean, not that our relationship would rely on other people’s opinion but with me, being family oriented, I would say that his family, liking me as his girlfriend would be a plus.

His family was really friendly and warm, even his sisters. I was mostly afraid of his sisters because in our family, the sisters are the hardest to deal with. I can’t say that they like me so much but I think they are pretty cool to be with.  I also got the chance to meet Jess, his brothers girlfriend and she was also nice to me.

Mark and I cooked the food, well actually, he did the cooking. I just washed the meat and did the slicing thingy of the veggies and fruits. Mind you, he cooks pretty well. I loved his red sauce and the white sauce. Hahahahaha. We also went to St. James Parish in their Village and attended Mass. I was pretty surprised about how it looks. Really cool.

All in all, I was pretty satisfied with the first meet up experience and I thank Honey for that. I had so much fun!!! His 29th birthday was a BLAST!!!! I love you Honey, more birthdays to come.  ( Hope you’ll be celebrating those birthdays with me! )