Wednesday, March 30, 2011

What's up?

Dear You,

Yes, you. How are you now? I wish you are doing a lot better than yesterday. You had butterflies in your stomach which wasn't a good sign at all. And I know where you are coming from. It's normal. Growing up in a world where you don't always get what you want and sometimes if you are the one that they want, you can't just give yourself every time. It ain't stupid to say No to things you think isn't right. And I know how many times you have been asked those things. Guys are always like that. Can't blame them, you are interesting. But, what they didn't realize is that you are interesting only if you want to or if you see that it's ok to be interesting. Sometimes, it just won't show if you are with someone who is "stupid". Just be happy that you are smart. You didn't just give in to their every want. You have learned self-control. You have learned patience and faithfulness--not to any human but to the promise that God will give you good things if you wait. And yes, I can see that you are patiently waiting. Great things will happen only to those who believe. I know you believe even if it doesn't show. Nobody knows who you are or what you are capable of and you do not need to show off just so you can please others. Keep in mind, more than anything else, YOU ARE IMPORTANT. How you see yourself and what you can do to be a better you.

I am here.


HUGS,

LFS ( Love For Self )

Monday, March 28, 2011

My Little Realizations

The past few days were kind of a whirlwind for me. First, Mark and I are trying to fix our damaged relationship. Guys wanting to date me. I was broke because of a lot of night outswith officemates. I am losing weight. A friend broke up with another friend of mine. Despite of the things that are happening recently, I decided to just stop for a while and think of my life. I don't want to miss out on anything. I might be enjoying too much and forgetting a lot of nice little things that I should be paying attention to.

It's a crazy life and honestly, what I want to be sure of is that I'm still in reality. Not overdreaming things. Not overexpecting. Basically, just taking things as they come.


ILML.

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Nothing by The Script

Am I better off dead
Am I better off a quitter
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with her
As they take me to my local down the street
I'm smiling but I'm dying trying not to drag my feet

They say a few drinks will help you to forget her
But after one too many I know that I'm never
Only they can see where this is gonna end
But they all think I'm crazy but to me it's perfect sense

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if i go there now
I can change your mind turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words
And she'll listen this time even though their slurred
Dialed her number and confess to her
I'm still in love but all i heard was nothing

So I stumble there, along the railings and the fences
I know if I'm face to face that she'll come to her senses
Every drunk step i take leads me to her door
If she sees how much I'm hurting
She'll take me back for sure

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if i go there now
I can change your mind turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words
And she'll listen this time even though their slurred
Dialed her number and confess to her
I'm still in love but all i heard was nothing

She said nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing
Nothing
I got nothing
Nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing

Oh sometimes love is intoxicating
Oh you're coming down your hands are shaking
When you realise there's no one waiting

Am I better off dead
Am I better off a quitter
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with her

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if i go there now
I can change your mind turn it all around

She said nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing
Nothing
I got nothing
Nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing
I got nothing
I got nothing

http://artists.letssingit.com/the-script-lyrics-nothing-xgpg92d

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Let Us Pray For Japan

Yesterday was supposed to be a normal working day for us. A Friday, so it wasn't that busy at all. We were all performing our tasks, the daily routine until one of our officemates told us there was an earthquake in Japan and so our Consultants started running out of their office building. We were sending them messages and we weren't getting responses. We tried calling the people we needed to call but lines aren't working. We realized it was serious. We started going online just to find out that an 8.9 magnitude earthquake struck Japan! We stopped working because we were worried. It wasn't the time to work. It was the time to pray and sympathize on the people who might be badly affected because of what happened. We received messages from our Consultants to cancel their meetings because of the earthquake and so we did. Then news about Tsunami came in. And so, when I got home, I learned that there were also freakin' tsunami alerts for countries and islands in the Pacific. Tsunami took place in Japan and then later today, Fukushima No. 1 exploded and then there were several after shocks taking place too...

We are working under the Japanese market and honestly, it's hard to work when you know that people are not ok in that area. I am extending my prayers to each and every Japanese, to my workmates, clients and candidates... I am praying for your safety. I hope that you and your families are all ok.

Sunday, March 6, 2011

Defying Destiny

I've been hearing people saying" It's not meant to happen" or "it's not for me" whenever things don't go the way they wanted it to. And I guess it's been a lame excuse as well for people to not want things and work hard to get those things just because they think it's not for them. I've been thinking about this lately, over and over and I can't seem to come up with a good reason why some things never came to be for me.

But what if I can see destiny? What if destiny is just like me... in human form, with emotions and wants.. needs... What if I know what destiny is up to? I've been imagining that scenario and honestly, I came up with a thought of defying destiny. Yes, if i can, I want to change what's meant for me... I want to make decisions and get the results I want. Of course I know how impossible that is. But that's just a thought...